If you've read my previous post, you'll see we're in a bit of a jam. We spent too many years not doing the right thing, and it's come back to haunt us.
For two years we've been stuck in a place we hate. We're cramped, we have no yard, we don't like our neighbors. The only good thing about where we're living is that it's affordable and it's in the school district I want my kids to stay in.. and we're allowed to keep our pets. Everything else about it just sucks!
So we want to buy a house, but we have terrible credit. Now we haven't necessarily done anything to get horrible credit, except not pay certain bills. We've never owned credit cards or gotten loans or anything silly like that knowing we can't afford it. What we've done is gotten appendicitis when we didn't have health insurance, or had a baby and need to stay in a hospital for 2 days without knowing our insurance only covered 50% of that bill. Our biggest mistake was not finding a way of paying on those bills, and being too broke to be able to afford paying on those bills.
So, I've got it in my head now that I want to get out of debt and own a house and move out of this miserable place. I started taking some steps towards that goal. I found out that if I pay off my judgements (each judgement is a medical debt from either the appendicitis or having a child) my credit will be good enough to get a mortgage loan. So, I contacted the lawyer who holds my judgements. That's when the shock set in.
I knew I had about $6,000 worth of judgements. Both from having a child. I owed $4,000 to the hospital where my 4 year old was born, and $2,000 to the hospital where my 3 year old was born. Hubby has both of those plus a $7,000 judgement to the hospital where he had his appendectomy.
However, somehow there are more bills than just those that I knew of. In actuality this lawyer holds $22,000 worth of our debts. Unfortunately the lawyer did not send a detailed list of these debts, just claimed that's how much we owe (some account numbers were listed but no other information such as the creditor or the exact amount per account number.. just a list of account numbers and the total balance. I'm convinced this lawyer was vague on purpose.)
Sadly we don't have that much money on hand.. and chances are it will take years to come up with that sort of cash. Of course while we're working on paying it off the debts will continue to accrue interest (not sure how that works on medical debts.. but that's beside the point).
Well my goal isn't to spend my life paying off debts, my goal is to get out of this place as quickly as possible. So at this point we're looking at bankruptcy. I think it's just what we need right now. We were stupid in the past, but we're different people now. Now we're serious about paying our bills on time and staying out of debt. We're serious about fixing our credit and owning a home. We will not get into further debt at this point. We won't open accounts we can't afford. We won't buy a house if we know we can't afford the monthly payments. We've learned our lesson.
We looked into bankruptcy a couple of years ago, and actually did begin to pay a lawyer in order to help us file for chapter 7. However, we never finished making those payments and never filed bankruptcy. I think that happened for a reason. I don't think we were in the right frame of mind at that time to stay debt free. I think having good credit at that time would have dug us into a deeper hole.
As I said, we're different now. We're better, smarter, and more responsible. I think now is the right time to file bankruptcy.
So I put a call in to the lawyer we'd begun to pay to see if they'll let us pick up where we left off with the payments.. or at least give us a credit towards the total fee because we'd previously paid them at least $400. I'm waiting to hear back on that before taking the next step. Wish us luck!